invisible (poem)

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I’m not sure the last time i felt so invisible
like i've been swallowed by a black hole
suspended in liminal space. 

i felt this way after Dylan died,
and in the crises of 2016..
i wonder why i am here today?

not a single part of this world feels safe. 

well, i shouldn’t say that. 
i can think of three places..